APRIL 11 2021

My last remaining friend hates me. I wonder if it is my fault. am I repulsive?

Oh god, I hope I'm not.

They're the last friend I have. They're all I have.

If they replace me with that fucking bitch Katherine,

I think I'll kill myself.


I want to die.

I saw real life gore, and it didn't faze me.

That's a good thing, right?

APRIL 12 2021


APRIL 13 2021

i want them bite my fingernails off

i'd grin, immaturely holding my hand out

and hear the crunching of my nails under their teeth.